Something about Today (or rather yesterday now)

Why is everyone getting upset? Why is everyone having such a bad day? I want to make everyone feel better, but how can I help others if I can't even help myself. Or how can I help others if they won't let me in?

School

It's fast approaching. Somedays I look forwards to it and other's I dread it.

Zoo

I would be very much pleased if you would join me and my family for a trip to the zoo. How does wednesday feel?

Arguments

I hate arguments. I always end up in tears and then the day is ruined.

Sleep

PLEASE LEARN TO LET ME SLEEP! I work late and get home late. Waking me up at 6 for car keys or 8 because I accidentally left died one strip of the dryer green from tie die is not a super pressing matter. If you don't want me to be upset, don't make me get less than 6 hours of sleep. Especially if it's for a chore that you could do in 30 seconds. Instead you wake me up, make me drive all the way out to Maple Valley, and then stay there all day doing laundry to "make up for lost time.

Upset

I really wish I could help you, but I just don't know how.

Bonsai and Shnuggles

I love them so much. I honestly can't believe how much I love them. I love Bonsai a teensy bit more because of how adorable he is though. I'm so glad you gave them to me. :)

Toilet Paper

Will you two PLEASE STOP PUTTING IT ON THE WIDOW SILL!!! I cannot reach the window sill while sitting down and I need the toilet paper more than you two do. I know you love to use it to masturbate, but please, give place it where I can reach it when you're done!

Planner

I know I told you I wanted you to decorate a planner for me, but I've changed my mind. Instead I would like you to help me create my own recipe book, filled with recipies I like to make. And decorate THAT for me :) Can do?

69

I just noticed I have 69 posts. This post is for you. You have corrupted my mind. Actually a lot of people have corrupted my mind... BTW, this is post 70, so don't feel too special.

Harry Potter

I've realized something in the last couple of days. I may have gotten the special of seeing the majority of the Harry Potter films before they came out, but I never once got to see a premier with some close friends. I wish I would have gotten that chance.

Facebook

Why is it that every time I log on for 5 minutes I get besieged by people talking to me? Sometimes I avoid facebook so that I can avoid the chaos of not being able to balance so many conversations at once. I feel bad having a half conversation with so many people.

Novice

Oh I just love teasing you sometimes. And I enjoy when you have to ask me questions about sexual stuff. It makes me feel so accomplished to be able to teach you about them.

Crying

I hate that I cry to easily. I'm sorry that it worries you sometimes.

Facebook Chat

You have won, my facebook chat has finally changed to yours.

Lovers

I'm excited to go with you tomorrow. I'm more excited to use what we intend to buy.

I am also sorry that you do not get to participate in this shopping adventure. Maybe at somepoint in the future it shall occur.

Stained Shirts

It really bugs me that all of my work shirts are stained. I think you should work your magic and make them clean again!

Long Distance

As the deadline looms closer I get more and more afraid.

Working

I have been so busy working recently, but it has actually started to become a lot of fun. I don't really look forward to work, but once I get there, I'm glad to be there. Plus, the paychecks I get every other Friday make it more than worthwhile. I know I'm going to miss working during the school year. I know I'm going to miss the paychecks even more though.

Updated

There, I've given an update. Are you happy?

Alcohol

I like it, but apparently life doesn't like me to have it.

Birthday

I feel guilty for not being able to see or talk to you today. I hope you had an amazing time. I also hope you now agree that I am 20.

alcohol

I'm still waiting for that good experience..

Friend

I want to be your friend. I want to talk to you. It kind of hurts me not to talk to you, but I know it would hurt others more if I did talk to you. Guess I'll settle for waiting.

A day of Reading

I want to take one day entirely for myself. I want to cut off communication to the world and just read. I wish I could make this happen, but at the same time I care about everyone else too much to let it happen. It's just a wish I shall have to continue wishing for.

Tutu

I knew you'd love it.

Long Distance

I'm constantly afraid of those two words. Sometimes I tell myself "Don't worry, it might not reach that point," or "Don't worry, he likes road trips," but I can't stop worrying. The only reason my last relationship ended was because of long distance. I don't want my heart broken again.

Cheating

It's surreal to me. I can't believe I did that. It's not something I would ever have considered doing had I been sober. What I dislike even more though is the fact that the guy I met seemed genuinely nice. I want to continue talking to him, but I can't if I want to keep you. I want to keep you for as long as I possibly can.

Blogging

Sometimes I feel guilty for not posting. I know that some people rely on these blog posts to see how I'm doing, but when life gets busy and I get super happy, I just forget to post. Life has been pretty good recently, aside from a few hiccups. I miss a lot of people though. Sometimes I wish I had so much more time in a day.

Sleep Over

I miss you. I wish you were here again. My bed is messed up and we have a movie to finish. Plus, thanks to you I have cookies, frosting, ice cream, and spaghetti with meat sauce that needs to be eaten. Come find me please.