Phsyics

YOU SHALL DIE WITH A CRUEL MALLET SHOVED THROUGH YOUR HEART!

Kashar

You worry me sometimes. I haven't heard from you in forever and it makes me wonder. I hope we are able to talk again soon.

Friends

I miss you, and you, and you, and just about everyone else too.

Something New

I trust you a little too much sometimes. I can't believe I admitted to you that I'm interested in that.

Dirty

*Warning to those who don't want to know about sexual life, do not read this post*



You are incredibly good... both in telling it and doing... I'm excited to try stuff with you.

New Boy

I promised myself I wouldn't date anyone until I came back from studying abroad, but I just like you too much.

Sleep

I really wish I could sleep right now. Surprisingly I keep thinking of curling up with you every time I get super tired.

Antibiotics

Why does something so good for you have to be so foul? I hate the smell of the swallow pills, and the lotion just makes me sticky.

Black Eye

Yeah... so I definitely have one. I hope I can figure out a way to hide it before work tomorrow...

Doctors Appointment

You are very annoying to have with me at a doctors appointment. And those doctors appointments are much too long for their own well being. I learned a lot, but I didn't want to be there that long, especially with the small amount of sleep I had.

Boy

The funny thing right now is, that I'm not interested at all in having a boyfriend. Sure he'd be nice to cuddle, but that is the only good reason I can think of. I think its time to focus on myself and my health.

Hurt

You've hurt me so many different times, and you don't even know or care.

Selfish

God, I can't believe that that's the reason you thought I said you were selfish for. Shows how much you know about me. I don't give a flying shit in hell about whether you stayed for closing or not. We had it covered. You are selfish because you are prioritizing your own fun over the health and wellness of hundreds of people. There is a REASON that if you have a fever in school you're sent home immediately and then not allowed to return the next day. You have to wait at least 24 hours until your fever is gone. It's because you can risk harming others. The only reason I even said yes to watching the movie with you tonight was because I knew it was only 20 minutes long and that I only have 4 more days here. Guess you didn't care about any of that.

School Again

I can't wait to go back to school. I want to finally be able to get a good nights sleep. I want to be around all my Shepardite friends again. I want classes to start up. And I mostly just want to be away from you, so it doesn't feel so painful to have you just shove me aside all the time.

Doing Things For Those I Care About

For those people I truly care about, I do things that I normally wouldn't. I don't think this is a good quality. Seems like I always regret it...

Given Up Trying

For a long time before I came home I was very excited to hang out with you. I never expected to turn out the way it did. It seems like if I ever want to spend time with you, I have to fight for it. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of doing things I just really am not interested in just to spend time with you. I'm done. You can have all the fun you like, but you'll be seeing less of me. Maybe one day you'll turn back into the friend I love and dearly miss, but, for now, you've changed and I don't think you really want to be around me anymore. So fine, you get your wish, I won't try to hang out with you.