Presents

I never wanted to give you a hint about something I would like. I honestly want you to think about what you know about me in order to pick something out. I don't care if it's not the most amazing thing in the world, I just want to know you tried without having my help. You're too afraid of screwing up to try though so I've decided to give you a couple of hints.

Afraid

Sometimes I'm afraid that if we end our relationship you will turn into the same person you were when you stopped being friends with her. I don't want you making me out to be a horrible person to various people. Especially people who know I've been there for you longer than they have. It just hurts knowing that people have already started to say that they have no clue why you're still my friend. If they're saying that, then I know they aren't getting the full story. Sometimes it makes me wonder if perhaps more happened between you and her that I didn't know about before...

New Goals

I intend to lost 8 lbs in the next 5 weeks. If that does not happen then oh well, I will still be happy. I have lost 13lbs since January and I am happy. I am glad that you are encouraging me and helping me along. That app you exposed me too might help as well...

Smell

I can't stand sitting next to you during class. Could you please brush your teeth and take a gas x every now and then? Perhaps if you did that then I would pay better attention. Good thing you're not always there...

Privacy

I wish I had a little more of it. I would love to be able to sit in a quiet place without being disturbed and just read for hours. I would also like to spend more time with you, but my lack of privacy prevents that.

Quitting

Talking to you seemed to have helped. I still think I'm going to quit though, I just don't know when.