Weightwatchers

I have been doing so bad with this in the last week. It seems like, if I have fun I must have junk food. It's when I'm being serious and being busy with work that I eat well. I don't really know why. Perhaps it's because when I work I simply don't have the time to eat well. Then again, it is my birthday week so I've been letting myself eat worse than I normally would. I've come to realize though that I do tend to eat healthier than the people around me. Why is it that I'm larger than them then? I dislike how I look no matter how much you say I look hot.