Afraid

Sometimes I'm afraid that if we end our relationship you will turn into the same person you were when you stopped being friends with her. I don't want you making me out to be a horrible person to various people. Especially people who know I've been there for you longer than they have. It just hurts knowing that people have already started to say that they have no clue why you're still my friend. If they're saying that, then I know they aren't getting the full story. Sometimes it makes me wonder if perhaps more happened between you and her that I didn't know about before...